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Monday, January 17, 2011

rants (an old post)

it's amazing what hormones can do to one's psyche. =P

i wrote this entry one day after giving birth. it was one of those days na everything's overwhelming. parang nao-overstimulate na ko sa lahat ng nangyayari sa akin.

read on. i'm glad i was able to write my thoughts down. i think it helps i have a blog to put my thoughts on, kundi baka na-postpartum depression ako. hehehe!

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i'm tired.
lots of things to do.
too little time to do them.
or not yet well to do them. 
i'm thrown out of my routine.
i have too many people telling me what to do.
too many people asking me about things i have no idea about.
too many things i'm learning.
too many things confusing me.
too few people asked me how i am doing, and cared to stop to really listen.
it's frustrating at times. 

i'm just tired.
i want a piece of normalcy back.

2 Comments:

  • ngayon ko lng nabasa.. nagsenti din ako.. hirap tlaga mag-alaga ng newborn!

    http://gewi.blogspot.com/2008/06/now-i-know.html <-- kaloka!

    By Blogger geWi, at 3:58 AM  

  • i wished i read back on your blog when i was "suffering". nag-comment pa ko don na "taking down notes"... nasan na kaya yung notes ko? =P thanks gurl!

    By Blogger beng, at 2:46 PM  

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