palabra de onor and delicadeza
AAARGGGGH! *fumes*
don't you hate it when you trust people, then they suddenly wouldn't honor their word?! and you are left with no choice but to "deal with it". and what's worst, they know you deserve whatever it is that they are taking away from you, but due to technicalities, you are left with no choice but to leave it all up to karma and the final judgement?!
whether you are the direct victim or just a casualty of some other people's war, it hurts. saying it is for the best interest doesn't make it less painful. it just makes it easier to swallow and accept in the long run. THEY STILL DIDN'T KEEP THEIR WORD. which part of that sentence is so hard to understand?!
i believe in the innate, natural goodness in every soul, but i now believe that evil people are not only characters on soap operas. they exist. we met one.
'nuff said.
don't you hate it when you trust people, then they suddenly wouldn't honor their word?! and you are left with no choice but to "deal with it". and what's worst, they know you deserve whatever it is that they are taking away from you, but due to technicalities, you are left with no choice but to leave it all up to karma and the final judgement?!
whether you are the direct victim or just a casualty of some other people's war, it hurts. saying it is for the best interest doesn't make it less painful. it just makes it easier to swallow and accept in the long run. THEY STILL DIDN'T KEEP THEIR WORD. which part of that sentence is so hard to understand?!
i believe in the innate, natural goodness in every soul, but i now believe that evil people are not only characters on soap operas. they exist. we met one.
'nuff said.

6 Comments:
wow! first time I saw red font on your blog. you really are fuming mad. and i understand how you feel. i'll be fuming mad too if i were you. hope things get better.
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Binut/Keyt, at 12:16 AM
yay. i don't get it. but i hope you cool down soon. and whatever it is works out well. somehow. mwaaaah! :)
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Anonymous, at 1:29 AM
yep, i can relate to that.. but as u said.. "you are left with no choice but to leave it all up to karma and the final judgement"..
im just here if u need someone to talk to my dear :)
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Anonymous, at 6:48 AM
yep.. people like that do exist.. karma karma karma! hahahaha! if one can only wish for it to come sooner.. *sigh*
*hugs beng til eyes pop out*
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jane, at 9:27 AM
i can see the fumes from here! =p
yeah, the feeling of betrayal and being left hanging....
what goes around...comes around. sometimes even harder (?)
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Anonymous, at 8:07 PM
thanks peeps! *group hug! group hug!*
i couldn't disclose info on my blog as this is a public domain, but i appreciate your sympathy, or empathy, or whichever. =P
there is a silverlining somewhere, we just need to find it. =)
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beng, at 3:05 PM
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