paranoid

the hardest battle to fight, is that of paranoia. you don't see your enemy yet, but you are already defeated. and what's worse, your enemy could be just your own ghosts inside your head.

i hate it when i'm paranoid about something.
i hate it that i am not in control of what i feel.
and i mostly hate it when i worry too much about what i am paranoid about.

the world doesn't revolve around me, but somehow, i feel like i am always in the spotlight.

am i losing my social skills, or are there grounds for my paranoia?