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Sunday, November 01, 2015

2.5 years

that's how long i haven't posted on my blog. 2.5 years. approximately.

will i ever be able to catch up on my posts? Facebook killed my blog. and recently, Twitter is killing my Facebook page. i gotta put an end to this, or i will be reduced to a 140-character opinionated individual. hehehe!  =)

i have a lot, and at the same time, nothing much to share... i still kept my other blog about pregnancy (although, also not updated)... since i gave birth to Jecobie in 2010, and to Biella in 2014, my life has been a constant "kids-house-work" (not in proper order at any given day) routine. is this what my 30's would be like? i am midway through my 30's, and i am not seeing an end in sight as to when this will stop. not in 18 years, when my kids are legally able to move out. which, for the record, i doubt they will do. we are raising them to be Pinoyish... which means they will most likely stay with us until it's time to get married. i honestly don't see anything wrong with that. i welcome it. i think. lol! i would rather have them save the money for their future families, than spend it at the expense of independence.

i am currently a big fan of Yaya Dub (Maine Mendoza), so just when you thought my fan days are over, they are not. =P now there's two, Sarah G and Maine M, and my family is just as supportive to my latest addiction, so it's not helping me get over my fan-mode. hahaha! but hey, i have taste on who i follow. the fact that there's only 2, out of all the famous celebrities both local (meaning pinas-based) and local (meaning US-based), that means i am picky. ;-)

another big event for me... i am now a part of a different team at work, working on a project that jumped so many bureaucratic levels and have a direct line to the CEO. i love being a part of something big... it challenges me. but if i/we succeed on this one, we could potentially cause an entire department in the company to be dissolved. it's a tough decision back when they wanted to know if i'm IN or not. i have a family i have to provide for, and i am looking out for myself and not other people... if they were in the same position i was in, if they were given the chance to make the decision, will they be thinking about me and my family? i doubt it. so i am doing what's best for myself and my family. it's just... on a personal level, it was a struggle for me. maybe it would've been easier if i didn't know the future state of the company when we succeed. oh well. 

so i just thought i'd post an update here. to keep my thoughts flowing when i find the time. currently, my eldest is eating dinner with DaJe. and the younger one is watching The Backyardigans with my papa. mama is picking up toys at the living room.

this is the new normal in a day in the life of a mid-30's working mom. i bask in it. i welcome it. until the next blog post, whenever that is. but as is... life is good. =)

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