weight, wait a minute

to help me get over the sarah hype, i was determined to divert my attention to something else. i'm really trying hard to think of that something else this morning, until i realized it's friday, a dress-down day, and i don't have anything to wear. actually i have a lot of choices. but given the way my clothes fit me lately, i can say i have limited options.

my pants, to be specific. i have 10 pairs of decent, non-slacks-type pants. of the ten, only 6 fits me well without blocking blood flow to my legs. 1 khaki, 3 jeans, a corduroy and a cottony one.

either my pants are shrinking, or i'm growing. i think it's the combination of the two. while i blame the dryer for the shrinking, i'm blaming lack of exercise and lots of food for the growing.

lack of exercise. because everywhere i go, it requires me to drive, no more walking to the kanto to wait for jeep. lots of parking space in establishments, so no need to park a block away from where you are going. and we have a bungalow house, no more 3rd-floor runs when leaving or getting home. i do take the stairs at work though. but that only accounts to 50% of my usual stairs exercise back home, because i also take the stairs back in SPI.

lots of food, that's a given. i love eating, kahit na lutong bahay or fastfood. pag lutong bahay, i (and je) end up eating leftovers, kasi nakakahinayang itapon, lalo na pag masarap naman at pinaghirapan mong lutuin. =P with fastfood chains scattered around our area, when i'm running late for work, i end up buying fastfood for lunch or even breakfast. not good. the convenience of drive-thru windows are not helping either. it encourages you to just, "drive by".

i'm at my threshold weight now, which is self-imposed, by the way. i told myself i will gain only until 120lbs, then that's it. i'm at 120lbs now. what's next? i can't say maintain my lifestyle now, because that would mean gaining another pound in 2 weeks. i need to cut down on something.

oh. it's easier to just think of sarah than this thing. =P